801days......15.11.2010..................9:15PM

Missssing you.......

Haiz...last time tot that i can bring she back home...who knows the ending....haiz......failed!!!!!!
there's nothing can stop me to love you.............im still waiting....waiting waiting and waiting........2years more......!!!!!!!!!!i will never give up!!!!!!!!!!

Stress in work.....wish i can do my best.....can faster get my own car......~~~!!!!!!!!

784days.....29/10/2010.....10:12PM....

I just keep miss you......wish you to be here.....im sick!!!!!!how was ur day???celebrate fren birthday.........feel happy??

Haiz....really misss back the time that v are still togather.....the time we walking to the skul in the early morning....i still remember one day that me walk to ur hse at segar wait for you...then on the way going to the leisure mall bridge....we saw a gang of mat rempit.....i was scare,but not scare they will hurt me,is you......i was hold ur hand tightly.....luckly theres nothing happen........now thk back.....really danger...cuz of me take bus to skul,then ask you accompany me walk to skul also..........but,im felt happy cuz on they way to skul have you...and i had a great skul life bcuz of you...!!!!!hahaaa.....although now we cant be togather......but,i will still waiting for you..........hope that you will know that how much i love you...and i really hope to BE WITH YOU FOREVER AND EVER!!!!

And i will work hard to had my own career....!!!!!!!try my best!!!!do my best!!!!hope you also study hard and get good result also........to proof that they know you can study as well!!!and take good care of urself!!!don't forgot to eat..........

I miss you.............really really miss you....i not offen find you,doesn't means that i is already forgot about you...im just keep waiting.......waiting...waiting and waiting......i will never forgot about you!!!!!hope that you are waiting me also...haiz.....


Suffering ar.....hope i can recover soon......tmr still gonna work.....Agrhhh!!!!!

783days...28/10/2010....11:14PM

Is already two years more....i'm still miss she and love.....i cant forgot about her....cant....really miss her.....just play badminton with her on yesterday.....i partner with her....haha,that is my wish....xDD!!!!im  soooo happy!!!!!hahahhaaa............really....i was really happy....somemore morning breakfast with her....and today also meet her.....is been a long time i din c her......then suddenly can c her few time.......!!!!!!hahahahahahahaahhahahahahahahahahaah......==

im sick today....shit...same with sc....also flu and fever....ding!!!!!

Haiz....cheer me up please....im stress....in my work.......really need she stay by my side....!!!!!!

760days...5/10/2010/....12.12am

Is been a long time didn't write already....~~~~haiz....

Haiz....im facing alot of trouble.....my brother,my family..............works.....dunno how to handle...

My bro...steal my dad money again....he steal the coin that my dad save since last year.....and he steal alot...i dunno where he spend his money....i thk he is spend all the money in his handphone credit,and call his girlfriend....haiz...my dad was really  dissapointed with him...this is already not he 1st time to do so....and my dad just dunno how to teach he...what v do only he will be good???and my dad are just sad....haiz.....im worry about he....he is just keep working earn money for us,but nobody know he....included my mum....my dad just say a little bit loud,my mum is already angry....i dunno what can i do,and what should i do for my family....i just hope that all my family are happy and good.....but,what i wish is impossible......my mum are small gas....my dad is easy get mad...there'r hard to comunicate......once they are good,after few weeks,they will argue again...haiz...


Haiz...im stressed....!!!!!!


this is the 2nd time i saw my dad cry.....the 1st time is when my grandma passed away.....

723days...1:18am......28/8/2010

Haiz...is a shit day for me.....lost my phone,my badminton string broke.....haiz...let a guy take my fon and i don't know.....!!!!
The problem is not the phonee....is da memory card...all those my sweet memory inside there.....i with my gang......haiz..all lost....curse he die early!!!!muthafucker!!!!dunno how to describe my mood......last time i lost my phone...i cry for few hour...and i call her.....now....cant call her anymore......haiz...

Really hope that i will meet that guy....i will sure punch him....really hate he....!!!!!!!!!fuck you!!!!!!!!!

Sorry my fren...all those ur picture i lost and let others know.....and ur phone number....i'm so sorry.....sorry.....

716days....~~21/8/2010....11:40PM

Haiz.....i miss her lorr....~~~really miss her....~~

My birthday is coming!!!!!yeahhH!!!!!if they got hang out with me,and go sing K....i will sing on that day...i promise..xDDD!!!!!!!

Just get 4k bill today..hahaha...really happy.....~~~!!!share with my supervisor...~~

Omg...~~~headache.......dunno y....head feel like heavy....duhhh!!!haiz...not feeling well man....and also hot....~~~~

She is having a trip to melaka on this monday...~~~hope that she willl enjoy her trip...and happy+safe......miss you..

711days....~~10/8/2010...10:40PM

You're Beautiful....
You're Perfect...
I should have waited...
Because you're worth to be waited...this is the words that i hope to say with you....cuz i really miss you...




Just only get my commision 2day.....last month i get rm5k....and my commission is around rm200+...i'll work harder to earn more commision!!!yea...c'mon v theng....~~~

707days...12/8/2010....

WHY THE FUCK THEY LIKES TO ARGUE???are they feeling good when argue??keep argue keep argue.........haiz....dunno what should i do.......escape???




707days.....going to be 2years soon.....~~~~i was still very miss her.....haiz.....but i'll still wait for her...!!!!i miss you...


Work hard to buy car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!save as many as i can....use as less as i can!!!!!!!!!!!!!

700days......~~~1am......5/8/2010

Today is the 700days since we break up until now...haiz......~~~700.....i really is already wait for a long long time......today is also the most happy day for me....cuz yam cha and play pool with she...but not just me and she la,also with tai yung....~~i'm really happy.....but after noe tat she maybe fall in love with a guy.....my mood get down frm the sky to the hell...haiz.....this really a big news for me.....~~maybe i should learn how to put it down....BUT!!!!put it down does not means that i give up.....Give Up will never appear on my dictionary.....i will never give up.....just put it down,and keep waiting....and work harder for my carrier.....yeah....maybe i should do so....~~work hard.....keep waiting....maybe this job would be my last job also....and....she will be my last girl also....i really hope so.....~~~want to be supervisor before me 24...and be manager b4 30......!!i will work harder to makes it comes true.....and......keep waiting for her,and be with me again.....!!!!!!!and and and and.....trying to get my car on early on next year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!work harder for those!!!!!!!and i'll set my target RM20,000 in August!!!!yeah...come on so zai!!!u can do it!!!!!!nonono.....is u must do it!!!!!!!!

I'll keep waiting for you...............never say never........and you are the one only for me.....

692days...10:30PM......27/7/2010

Shit!!!!!i cant off on this sat aa!!!!i cant celebrating ds birthday aa!!!and also cant c her aa!!!!shit!!!!!haiz.............hope sat breakfast go she there eat ler...and hope can c her at there...!!!!hope sooo!!!!!!!!!!!

692days already.........700 is coming....haiz...but i still cant forgot about her...keep missing her all the time......!!!!

684days...11:30PM.....19/7/2010

Haiz....is already 3days cant get a bill also....so dissapointed....cant get a bill also...!!!!!my supervisor can get the bill easily....but me.....!!!!haiz...

Sat nite yam cha with my gang....when on the way going to fetch hk,then i goes frm 118 there,suddenly i saw she!!!!!!!and i hon she....then only she mention us...haha..she is quite serious while she is driving....really long time din c her ady...!!i miss she aa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!really miss she...

Haiz...oppsite my work shop there have a chicken rice shop!!!makes me hungry always!!!!!!!!!but i have to tahan...haiz...cuz have to save money...tats is suffer...haiz....

Working are ok...but...the problem is walk to take bus,wait for the lrt...after work....rush for the lrt and bus...haiz...legs are pain......................

Miss you..

680days le!!!!!!10:30pm.....15/7/2010

680day lor.....long long time jorrr!!!i'm still miss her all the day and time!!!!really really miss her...!!!!!!!!!!!!

My work....~~so far so good lor....2week i get rm4.7k jor.....and my supervisor want me get 8k in a month...means still have around 4k to hit my target....~~~~i will try my best geh!!!!cuz i wanna get many money as fast as possible...i wanna have my own car!!!!!!!!

I wanna prove to others tat although i din continue my study,i can life better then they!!!!!!din study,does not means have to life wit hard....!!!!!!i wanna shows them!!!!!!!!i'l show them someday......

674days....~~9/7/2010

Two day cuti so fast habis jor....~~tmr wanna start work jor!!!tmr sat!!!!hope can get bill!!!!!

                                                         MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                                                             MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                                                        MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

673days..miss you...8/7/2010....11:45PM

Is been a long time i got no online lor....~~cuz is already start working jor.....after reach home,very tired liaooo....back home eat then sleep lor...no time to online~~~but when working still have use hp to on facebook lar...hahaha

Hmm...my work,still ok ler...~~~supervisor,manager,and boss treat me vry good too....and they teach me alot if thing....hows to be a good salesman..how to speak with customer,how to catch their heart....how to ask them buy our product...hahaha...they teach me alot,and they not selfish also,wont scare after teach me,i will take their customer...i already get 3bill since i start work till now...hahaha...but when i speak to customer,still not very good..abit lag lag..~~still have to improve...but supervisor,manager and boss also say me work very rajin!!!wuhoo.....

And now....i was try my best to save money to own my car!!!!!!!!!!i already calculate...1month i can save 1k nia!!!hahaha....half year,then i can get enough money to pay deposit...~~!!!!!!then i can have my own car soon!!!!

basic     -rm1200 per moth
bus fee -rm80 per month
ktm fee-rm64 per month
left       -rm1056


then i left RM1056 permonth....then rm56 i use on my eat....Rm56 divide 20days=Rm2.8 perday..!!!AND!!!haven calculate my commision also!!!maybe 1month can save more then 1k...!!!!hahahaaa...tis is my plan!!!!yes!!!keep it up v theng!!!!!!!!!!i must save save save save save save......!!!save as many as i can!!!!!


Haiz...long time dindt c her jor...i miss her alot...really....really miss her....and got no sms with her....sms she also din reply me....haiz....wat she doing recently..???is she good now???haizz.....is already 673days le.....very miss her...!!!long long time ady....miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss YOU!!!!do you know??!!!!!!!i'l keep waiting for you....


I wanna do my best in my job!!!get as many bill as i can!!!!!!!c'mon!!!!!
 

662days...27/6/2010.....5pm

662days already...~~~yesterday nite work at Empire Shopping Mall there...there was nice!!!i never go there b4,nex time wannna go c c sin...near subang parade only...work until 2am more...soo tired....!!!

SHIT!!!!is a dream again!!!!!i dreamt tat me and she again...me and go have dinner with my gang..after tat,i 背zhe she....tat was so sweet!!!!and me catch his hand...and bring she back....after tat me wanna call she reach home anot,then suddenly i woke up!!!!and my hand was holding my handphone...haiz...how good if tats really happen...but tat just only a dream!!!!!!!!!haiz...after tat...my mood was really down...moody...really hope to       her again.....miss her so much!!!!!!!!!will she noe??

Going to start my neww work soon....i will try my best gehh!!!!

MIss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss missssssssssssssss youuuu...~~~~!!!!!!do you know tat i miss you very muccchhhhHh???!!!!!!

655days...~11:55PM....20/6/2010

Wow....no blogging almost 10days...hahah~~quite busy nia....play badminton....work....and back hometown also...~~

So fast is already 655days.....what a long long time ~~~but i was still love her...~~~really really love her...

Just went back to my hometown to visit my gradmum...she's change alot.....bcum more skinny,black...haiz.....hope she tat will getting well soon....and dun sick anymore....dun eat those expired food...and takecare good herself...~~she told me alot of thing at the nite when v cant sleep...haha...u noe what,i was the grandson tat she sayang the most...everytime back to there,she will cook my favourite soup for me...ABC SOUP!!!hahaha....and everytime i was sleep with she...same bed.....thursday nite,when i sleeeping with she...she ask me when i start work,n i said july...~~but she tot tat i say already start work...then she keep tell me when work gonna work serously,dun ply play....and work with honestly...~~...hahaha...she is already 80+..and her ear are not very good...sumtime cant hear cleary what v say....she can eat much more,but she was giam siap..hahaha....everytime we go back,sure will buy many food for her....durian,mee,kuih....and much much more....~~~and i hope tat my grandmum can live much longer!!!!!want she to c me get marry.....~~~~I LOVE u.....~~~

Is father's day.....~~~no celebration also...........haiz....scare those day....mother's day,father's day........dunno how to do.........not good in relation.....not much talk with them....~~haiz...

OMFG!!!yesterday i dreamt tat my room got aircond jor!!!!!and seem like get renovation...damn big and nice!!!!!hahaha....but,those just only a dream...==

MISS her arr....!!!long long time dindt c her already....haiz......

646days......12/6/2010......12:00AM

Lol...~~~tired....play badminton again....~~got uncle watching us when we are playing double...hahaha...and those uncle ask us to play with them..but tat time me playing single with sin choong,so jian yao and chen play with them...however,they was win also...hahaha....after tat go connaught eat KFC!!!!long time tak makan kfc jor....damn delecious~~~

I was improve many on my badminton skill...speed,and also power and net ball...happy~~~tmr play badminton with my gang....but...she is not coming...haizzz...i was really hoping tat she will come de lor!!!!!!haiz...but...dissapointed..cant c her...haiz....sad sad sad!!!!!down down down aa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Start work at julyyyy....i'll work with good...!!!!!

Missing her....haizzz....dunno how is her hand now...~~she was hurt herself....hope she getting well soon...~~and bkful...~~~~~

643days...~~ishhh!!!!8:55PM...........8/6/2010...

Skip few days jor....~~lazy....hahaha....

INterview on thursday.....~~~hopefully they will accept me....!!!!!!!!!!!gym shop.....~~nervous nervous nervous.....and sinchoong also back on tat day....~~

OMG....my dad was goes there for breakfast on this early morning...and she was there....!!!i'm shock she was there...cuz she have no class on 2day,i tot tht she will come late....who knows she is there....~~and i'm wearing not nice,ugly lo let she saw me wear like tis..........!!!!after finish breakfast,whn leaving,i was looking at her....but she has no.....~~cant say bye bye tim....ishh!!!!!!but is already enuf for me cuz can c her....~~~~is okay.....~~maybe we will going to play badminton on tis sat......~~~hope tat she will come play also ler!!!!!!!i wanna c her !!!!!come la come la come la....~~come and join usss pleaseee..............cuz has been a long time no conversation with u already.....really miss her.....

641days....2AM....6/6/2010...

Is 641days.......

Just only come back from mamak....go yam cha with my gang....~~talk alott of thing...long time din c they,still same....hahaha....

i'm going to interview on this thursday!!!!nervous!!!work at sport shop.....hope i can work there....!!!!!i wanna earn money buy car!!!!and also gain experience frm tis work....and learn how to communicate with others ppl.....hope tat i can do well....

very very miss her......!!!!haiz....long time din c her lu..................have she fall in love with sum1???i dunno....haiz.....

Trouble trouble trouble...comes to me like tsunami.....i'm feel afraid.....and tired to face.....also boring to those thing.....haiz...hope tat she was stay by my side....really....really....

636days....2/6/2010.....10:30PM

Ohhhhh.....damn tired....~~~just finish bath...work until very lateee.......just now around 5pm wais rain heavy...and v just on the way going to work...and v stuck on connaught highway...and there was banjir!!!!!jam jam jam.............but luckly v drive lorry....and the problem settle....hahaha...but alot of car was stuck at there...cuz the water are deep....~~~syok betul.....

After tat we work at near damansara...~~insidde the office.....work got aircond,syok....hahaha....

MIssing her.....NOw......everyday....

634days.....3:45am....30/5/2010...

Haiz...cant sleepp...~~just now oni have chat with she...quite happy....~~cuz really long time din chat with she already.......but me really really miss her.....i have no lie..~~until now...im still very love her...i swear...!!!!!i really do...


Haiz...is already 634days lorr...~~i'm still waiting....waiting...waiting...waiting and waiting....~~~~


Cant sleepppppp....all over the nite.....

 

631days....~~9:10PM........27/5/2010

Fuk......i dunwan work with them anymore!!!!!!work......then fight???wtf.....hey...when u talk sound can good abit??dun just start then diu nia ma,mahai can????haiz.....i really dun like argue...i really hate!!!!!!tis is the last month tat i work with them~~me pull them and ask thm dun fight,then me eat 2punch....wtf.....i was damn fuk angry......and shout to themm....!!!!!can both of you can be good?1 work not serious....the other saying saound like shit...always diu nia ma diu nia ma....damn fuk thm~~really disspointed........really really..........


Im damn down now....how come my dad will like tis?????is he my dad...???haiz...i duo what should i do!!!!!

j... ....~~~i really need you.....i really really need.........haiz.....i really feel helpless...meaning less in my life........haiz...suicide.......???

627days....~~~23/5/2010.....9:45PM

Haiz....i is already decide wanna be a salesman.....y u all still wan me work as cashier while finding salesman this work....?!!!!!!i feel ........!!!!!!!!!i noe u all just good for me...but i is already feel annoying!!!!!!!can you please stop forcing me???i know what should i do......please.......stop this those thing....please....keep say me scare face with other ppl,said me not dare talk with ppl.....u are my dad,but how many u know about me???u just noe work!!!!!!!stop!!!!!!!u don't know me at all!!!!!!!!u said v din tell u what we think...but do u free to hear what we say???the style tat u talk...seems like not syok....how do we talk with u??can u please change???sometime i really cant tahan u....haiz....i felt tired...for what u say to me just now...!!!!!


And u then???just know keep argue with ur wife.....just for small thing,then argue....argue...argue...argue...argue.....!!!!!!!please stop la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!eat at the same table...no conversation at all..........haiz....


I need somebody can share my problem with.....haiz..i nid she....just only she......only she....she.....!!!!!

627days....~~~~~~~23/5/2010....3PM

Is already 627days...a long long time...~~~~really miss her....just now drive go her shop there find she,c whether she is there or not....ohh,i really saw she was there...and her sis.........very happy tat i can c her....~~~really really miss her...tats makes me go find her...but just only c her,i is already enuf.....


Haiz...my family.....alot of problem.......i dunno what should i do,and should i do anything???i'm confuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I must gonna work hard for my future....i is already decide to work as a salesaman...!!!!!i must!!!!!i swear!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna have a better life for my self and my family!!!!!!also for me future life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wan!!!!!

623days...~~~11pm.....19/5/2010....

Work....damn tired...leg pain nia!!!!!cause play badminton....yesterday play,then 2day play again...~~~gila jor....~~~then make my shoe rosak.....

My shoeeee....!!!!!!!!!

I saw this super car when i going to buy lunch when working.....niceeee....Carrera 4S!!!!

After tat saw this nice motor  near the house tat i work...~~like it very much!!!!!!!

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Haiz...few day din find her lorr~~~really miss her.....!!!!!!!!!what can i do????????sms herrr????or dun wan?????!!!!!!!!!623days.......haiz...

Cant fall as sleep....really beh tahan nia!!!!!!

620days...~~621days....12:13AM....17/5/2010

2day is 620days already...but atfer 12am is already 621days le.....~~long long long time already...~~~~still waiting for her.....!!!!2day b4 go play badminton,go she there eat !!!then she was there....~~hahaha....quite happy can c her...~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow....i was play very well 2day.....i have great defends,attack and speed......i'm still very good....win sc 1game,jian yao 1game,but lose to zian lim...he is too strong....he speed fast,attack fast.....~~
but double me partner sc win zian lim and jian yao...hahah~~but v play rubber game.....after tat v play again..then me and sc straight 2game win they...!!!woowowowowwowowowo!!!!!!happy...ahahahaha

Wow..is already 12am jor.....May 17..Mr loke Bday....bro,happy birthday...~~~may ur wish comes true....~~~!!!

Hope everything will be fine......and ok...going to sleep soon....good night...and swweeet drreeeams.....^^
 

619days...~~~~15/5/2010.....12:15AM

OMFG!!!!!!!!my hairrrr!!!!!!!!!so ugly!!!!!!really regret give tat gal help me cut!!!!agrhhh!!!!!!last time tat gal hlp hk cut,also cut still vy short....now same as me!!!!!!!!

Yesterday play single with nie jet...yeah,i was win the game...hahaha...i'm still the best among of them..hahah....!!!!!after tat......go botak home bath.....~~then have dinner at Coffee & tea there....and she was there....hhaha~~~she wanna treats us drink 1...but me din accept,cuz they are doing bussiness what...how can easily treat ppl lehh...how then earn back those money then???so i decide to pay...hahaha.....cuz they have to earn money ma.....~~~rite???

After tat v go cinema...wat kidnapper....~~omg...tat movie makes me feel pening and like wana vomit....bet tahan.......camera keep shake and change so fast...~~but the movie still ok lor.....~~~

AFTER movie!!!!!wow....chee wah and hk birthday............celebrate his bday at gilly cafe....~~with a fruit cake...we celebrate hk bday early cuz other of them start skul at mon,so celebrate early.....hope hk wont mind...~~

Misss her.....~~~~~~tmr goonnaa work.....maybe night gonna work also...~~~~~work at office...~~

617days...~1:30am.....13/5/2010

WOw great...~~m'sia was beat Denmark and  goes to semi final...~~congrate....hahaha~~~is a great day for m'sia

Haiz...but me.....2day is a bad day....althought now just only around 1am....haiz.....noe sumthing worst...haiz...not happy!!!moody!!!sad-ing!!!!!!!!!!!Arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz....no use also.....she will not attend.....

lol....yesterday cough if alredy recover...then now come again.....~~~~ckit pening now after take the medicine....~~and 1tablet of an mian yao...~~gosh....feel a little bit sleepy jor...trying to tahan and dun sleep...haha....~~~hmm...but now eye seems like wanna close ady.....tat ubat really strong...~~rm7 per table....~~lol....i'm i crazy???

Just back frm pm....~damn many ppl and hotttt!!!!!!!!unfeeling wellll....~~after tat go giant play snooker....i get 64point,haha...playing snooker while watching m'sia fight denmark...hahaha...finally m'sia win denmark!!!!!!

Tmr play badminton with my bro.....tmr must play well,and win nie jet!!!!!!!!!!must must must must must win!!!!!!!watch thomas cup and already learn sum new skill...tmr try to use...hahaha....and c whether me smash got power got increase anot...cuz pumping everynite b4 sleeep...

Tats all...hahaha....

still 613days.....~~~~~10:15PM............9/5/2010....

WOw....thomas cup and Uber CUp is already started...~~hope m'sia can get back those cup....~~~~


PLanning go play badminton 2gather!!!!haiz...but there's are alot of problem.............sum of them are not free,sum of them have class...oh gosh...~~haiz,really hope tat v can play badminton 2gather...~~ 



2day is Mother's Day...no celebration....do nothing at home..........just stay at home....talk nothing.....just like normal day.......cloven family...haiz.....nvm,i is already biasa.....about they....keep argue everyday...after theyy was nothing,after few day then gaduh again.....i'm boring with them...really hope i can leaveee here..........haiz...disappointed....haiz....will they stop argue someday???i hope so....


i was still very miss her...there's the problem........i dunno what should i have to do......i'm really confuse....i just noe i wanna wait for her.....!!!!!!haiz....did she miss me????


Men should put down his pride for money and his carrer??i'l do so for this....i will..............!!! 


Cough.....cough cough cough......like old man....oh shit....~~still cough like tat......sei...!!!!!after take medecine can oni sleep well......but automatic wake up at midnite.....haiz.....dunno what happen on my health....always cant sleep......somemore wake up in midnight,sure fell very thirsty....get cancer ady???haiz.....let it be....


Good Nite to you....Sweet Dream ya...tmr have class.....

613days....~~~9/5/2010....12:15AM

Wow...~~!!!i'm a painting man 2day.....act got work today,but when v move up all the mesin to lorry,suddendly tat house owner tell us tat he was not free on 2day,so ask us come at nex time....then....~~me hlp my uncle paint his house...cuz under renovation,he own paint his hm....somemore v has no work,so he ask us to hlp he...my dad and his son also....~~~my arm and hand was totally pain,cuz hold the brush all the time...tired...~~~and....put the simen at my uncle car park bay there....sun was hot!!!!!i felt my skin are geetttting dark!!!OMGG!!!sei lor.....~~~

Haiz....really miss her....!!!!!howwww!!!sum1 can hlp me....??she addicted on facebook,me addicted on her!!!!!haiz.....always miss back the days tat we are still 2gather.....~~~~really miss....extremely miss....did she same as me?????haiz....just she and god's oni know.....~~~~613dayss....really long days.....

TMR is Mother's Day......lol,realy meaningless for me....seems like no mother...~~~but luckly she said tat ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''...............<<<

MISSSSS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!makes me insomnia................an mian yao is too exp,cant efford.....rm7 per tablet lehh.........just eat few time.....after eat,wow....really can sleep well.....hmm.............just oni have medicine....~~~~still cough.....till lung pain...~~~suffer.....sleep early,but wake up at midnite..cant sleep again then...haiz....suffering....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Going to off now....~~~good Nite to you~~~sweet dream ya...^^

611days....6:41PM.......7/5/2010...

ohh gosh....i'm totally lovve tis song....!!!!

Yesterday hang out with them....go 1U sing k....~~~lol....i was very ejoy tat hear she singing....i noe she has a preety voice...~~~hahaha....nowadays,i was still very love her...after v finish sing k,then i was drive lai ying car back to taman muda for dinner with niejet them...when i was driving,i was watching the back mirrow and looking at her..maybe me is already insane ba....but i know tat i'm normal....me really has been a long time dint see her,just wanna look at her face carefully c whether she have any change anot...~~~she really changed.....wear shirt bcome more more more more more mature...no matter how she change,i'll still love her very much.....~~~really happy cuz can hang out with her....although me and she have not much conversation,but me still felt happy....~~hahaha.....tat's meeeeeeee!!!!!!

BOTAK!!!happy birthday!!!!!!!hahaha....happy cuz have tis great bro....!!!he bring us alot of fun..hahah....thx...

lol....just now work like "wai lao"......work under the rain.....cuz my uncle home was under renovation,finish work then my dad go and hlp them....then suddendly RAIN...but those work haven finish,then work under the rain...lol,me still sick ehhh.......cough!!!!long time jor!!!!!!
Take the simen,batu....lol,damn tired....but the feel quite good...haha..

Love her...miss her...missing her...thinking about her...all the timee,minute,second,day,year.....century....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!rally hope tat she can come back to me soon........................i'l wait for the day....i'l keep waiting for her....I'll !!!!!!!i swear!!!!i promise..!!!!!!!!!!

608days....~~~shit!!!....... 3/5/2010.......1:23AM

I'm fully disappointed of YOU!!!!!!!youget not enough work,then after get salary noe just have less money....then just keep FUCK us,say us wasting ur money,me use all ur money....??Lol man...we use all ur money???hey,u should calculate how much u spend on those TOTO,MAGNUM...after tat oni blame us.....then when wanna pay sch bus fee,tuition fee...FCUK us again....can u be a little bit  normal??dun just get not enough money use,then take US for OPERATION!!!!!!i'm tired to facing u!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK UUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!there's no way to change he anymore.........NO WAY......really boring with u....i could not stand anymore!!!!!i wanna bleed it out!!!!!!arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...~~~~u wanna noe how much i miss you?try to catch rain drops,the ones you catch is how much you miss me,and the other that you cant catch is how much I MISS YOU...

Still sick now....although is already have ubat....~~~still flu and cough....haiz.....really really miss her......!!!!!!!!what can i do????????????

606days....10PM.......2/5/2010...

Haiz...is the 606days......miss her always....~~~i very miss her...!!!!do you know?!!!!!!!haiz....

I'm still sick,dunno how long tat i sick.....cough+flu...haiz...suffer...~~~+ nite cnt sleep!!!!!!!really suffer.....tmr gonna work...haiz...

Then she is start skul at tmr lu...~~hope new sem,she will study more hard...get more more more great result.....~~~+u+u+u+u+u!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss you....

605days....still sickksss!!!!

DAMnnnn............is already sick many day jor,still haven recover!!!!!damn suffer....haiz..

605days...~~~2:19AM...........1/5/2010...`

Just only back frm 118 foodcourt with my dear fren...~~~keep king gai at there....then b4 also go jor mid valley for car show...but just have a litte bit nice car oni........siennzz.....!!!!!

But just can go her there yam cha de,then we is already too late....then tutup jor!!!!cant go!!!!!agrhhh!!!!!!haiz....really miss her.....unfeeling well this few day,haven recover also...haiz....

Still gonna work on labour day+when i'm sick!!!!!!!!!!!!ishhh!!!!haiz....miss eu......xD

600days.....~~11:30PM.......26/4/2010

Skipp blogging for a long time jorrrr......sometime really lazy to write,hahaha...

2days is the 600days already............she is already left me 600days...haiz....~~~now,she is quite good....study-ing...~~then me???shyt.....useless....~~~~~haiz....miss her alot.......she and her fren is already cancel to melaka trip jor....cuz afamosa is closed..~~~~hope tat can hang out with her....~~~really long time din c her already...

Haiz......~~~~

594days....20/4/2010....11:10PM

Yesterday nite work at times square StarBucks kafe there.....~~damn tired.....just a stair with parquet.....then work until 4am more...=.=''...+ raining,make me feel sleepy...but there must work nicely....cuz...there...very.....~~~~~~~~

Haiz...miss her alot........now i have nothing...if she with me,i feel shame tat i have no car...i must wan have my own work and car...then i oni will tell she tat i love her....hope tat i can do so....and...she will be with me on tat time.....now,i'll keep waiting for her......i love u...

592days....~~~18/4/2010.....3:15AM

She is already go to melaka jor.....~~~~~haiz....just hope she takecare herself...cuz h1n1....are quite serious at melaka there....

Nice house and nice dog rite???....hahaha....2day work the capture de pic.....the dog seems like nothing rite?then me trying to touch tatt dog de head,then tis dog bite my finger!!!!sutpid....

 After tat....finish work,then back home....finish lunch at mamak....saw this super car....~~~~GTR 35....wow...drive by a chinese guy.....400++hp car......RM600k+.....nice car.....tis car finding parking,cuz saw few time already....~~~~~nice izzit???the number plate also is WTD 35....nice lehhh......hope can buy this car....hahaha

HAiz...my future.....~~~cant imagine....how could it be....

DAMN miss her....dunno how is her now.......

589days...~~fuk em..!!!!!15/4/2010.....10:00PM

DAMn!!!!!!!fuck em up!!!!!!!just now drive go hlp my dad take thing then go until Jalan Sehala....then suddenly one car comes to me...hey,tis is one way nia....~~~~then he show me his smal damn fuck middle finger....!!!!!!!!!!Not my fault wad!!!!!!!then y show me the middle finger..??!!!!FUK!!!!damn angry...!!!!!FUk em!!!!tat is also a chinese guy....!!!damn it!!!!!!FUK u BITCH!!!!!!!dun b chinese anymore!!!!FUK UUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!then.....sampai trafik light,call my dad ask where is he...he shout to me come to 7-eleven here...when me sampai there,then he Shhoot me....??!!!!!damn IT!!!!!!!!!what the hell man on 2day???keep let ppl shoot......FUCK EM!!!!!!PUKIMA!!!!!!damn!!!!!damn angry ar....!!!!!!!!!y should i deserve tat???!!!!!!!!!i'm angry now.....haiz....have no mood now...hope tat she will stay by my side......!!!!!!haiz...

Really miss her......she is starting exam on 2day....hope evertthing goes well to her....~~~~~haiz...

DAmn it...yesterday din sleep all nite.....charm...going to sleep early 2day.......nite....miss you....^^

haha....~~~lol....587days....14/4/2010.....11:30PM

Skip blog again.....hang out with sc,so skip blog already for few day....yesterday just only go macdonal yam cha with he....boring....and....~~2day go play badminton with he...he play until hand pain,hahaha~~~~

V wiilll go jogging at this sunday....hope tat she will go with us....has been a long time din c her already....miss her alot...haiz....

Few days with the same dream....~~~~!!!but....just only a dream...haizzz......!!!!!!!!miss her!!!!!!!!haiz....
wanna sleep already....good nite....

haha,skip blooggg long time...585days....11/4/2010........2:10AM

Wow....did you see tat??BMW M6....Lambo Murcielago and the Nissan Silvia...~~damn nice and sportt car are there....just near sunway there.......niceeee...............2day work and capture the pic....~~~~~^^....enjoy to c nice and sport car....

 C tat???there was 7police are there....nowadays are already many police around cheras...but THEY ARE USELESS.....hahahah~~~~~

Hang out with sin choong on tis few days...and play badminton with he....play until gao gao....leg and mucsle painn pain...i was very enjoying the moment when tat i'm playing badminton....Smash...reflect....drop...run...fall down...hahah...like it very much.....run for the ball....

Haiz.....few days also dreams with her.....she are going to melaka on 16th...back on 19 if no wrong....h1n1 was quite serious at there,must takecare yourself....if needed,just wear mask for your own safety......haiz...~~~and exam on 15th....get great result.....^^Good NIte....miss you..

FCUk!!!!!!damn it!!!!580days....6/4/2010.......11:45pm

FCUK!!!!DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT!!!FUCK!!!!!!!tat just only dream!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday nite was dream tat me and she was really 2gather...and she caught my hand.....~~~v're having dinner...after tat c movie....after tat....~~FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!i've awake!!!!!damn it!!!!!!!!!haiz.....just only a dream...i was damn dissapointed when i was awake....~~i really hope tat is true...haiz.....!!!!!!!i really really really hope tat is true a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Haiz....how?????????skip blogging few days already......tmr have to work....going to sleep ler...gud nite...~~~

Gud Nite to you........sweet dream ya....^^

Back frm clinic~~574days....31/3/2010....3:16PM

2day me din work...still fever...~~just only back frm connaught clinic...fever reach 40celcius...~~geng....just now nearly crush to gen2..~~i din mention the gen2 already use the signal and wan turn to the left,and me drive very close to the car...suddenly he brake,me almost crush on tat car...haiz...my fault....drive din concentrate..~~~

2day is the last day in march...also the 574days......

what she write on facebook,is means to me???the thing tat she wanna say with me???haiz....i dunno...

Sick already....573days....30/3/2010.....9:55PM

Sick already....still haven recover yet....


Yesterday morning when work cross her sis ther~~~then i saw her.....wearing blue colour de small square box shirt...haiz....~~~~


Tmr still dunno have work anot....~~work are getting less.....!!!!!sum1 intro some customer to us??????????


Going to sleep already.....!!!!eat medicine jor.......~~~~headache......


Miss you......


Good Nite.....

571days.....28/3/2010....10:52PM

Saw ferrari again....~~~at sat....F430....damn nice~~at seputeh there....wuuu!!!!!

Yesterday hang out with nj and hk...no place tat v can go...then go small genting...then buy snack eat and king gai at there....~~~~~talking about when v was in skul...damn miss back tat time...

Awake at aroud 11am...then nothing do also....eat jor,then online c movie...~~''the hurt loker''...damn nice movie....after tat???go sleep again...then 7pm go dinner with my aunt and her family....~~seems like big family gather...cuz adult 1 table,and teenager 1table...hahah~~~

Thn back to my aunt home eat watermelon....~~then c ''Xi You Ji''....around 930 back home...then online...then blogging now...hahah~boring life.....actually wanna go jogging at 530 geh....but tak boleh wake up,thn din go jor....~~

But i everynite b4 sleep also have do pumping 100times nia....but do 5set..1set 20times...~~fight with sin choong....see who more mucsle...hahaha...

Haiz....she angry jor....me said wrong something....~~~~haiz...sorry....~~~for wad i said wrong....~~~dun angry ler..........already 571days......me are still the same....going to do pumping le...tmr gonna work...

Good Night ler.........miss you....!!!!!!

569days...26/3/2010....10:20PM

Shit...~~~~say wrong thing,then make she angry already..>!!!!!!!shittt!!!!charm lerr...haiz...
2days eat at her sis there again.....~~~but she was not there...!!!sien..

Wahahaaa...2days morning go work..then go tat connaught tat highway...50sen tat 1..then almost reach midvalley there,saw police block...catch those ppl drive at motor de place...~~then my tang ge talk to the police....>>wah,hari ini untung banyak banyak o!!!!me was shock he said like tat...me just keeep laugh at there...but the police din care wat he say...just talk with the ppl tat the catch...hahaha~~quite funny....he really dare to do anything...~~~~he also treat me very good....teach me about car...and tell me many thing....really have alot of fun when work wit he....

Hmm....~~~still love her very much...~~KenJi new song....damn nice..the lirics write out my feel....!!!!haiz......!!!!!!!!far away tat she from me,i feel i love she even more!!!!!!haiz...dunno why like tat....!!!!!damn miss her!!!!!!!!!!!

Wanna sleep already...muscle damn pain...and flu!!!tmr still gonna work...must save money...!!!!!

Wuuu..~~~~568days...25/3/2010...9:37PM

Wahahaha...~~~2day saw her again!!!but she already leave b4 i leave,cant say goodbye...~~also din say goodbye to her sis...cuz when i look back,then her sis talking hp...=.=...very very happy....haha~~but also cant talk with her also...haiz...sms her din reply me also....exam coming already??she busy stdy??....

All study....~~~then me??work or study??really nid some advise...haiz...


1st Lady(Never Be Replaced)...nice song~~~

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced I love you, yes I do yes i do) I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until (until) the end (the end) of time (of time) From the day I met you I knew we'd be together And now I know I wanna be with you forever I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses I can say I'm truly happy to this day You make me thank God that I live my life everyday There's never been a doubt, in my mind That I regret ever having you by my side But if the day comes that I have to let you go I think there's something I should probably let you know

Ferrari....~~~566days..yesterday is 565,write wrong^^23/3/2010...11:26PM

Wow...2day saw ferrari again...at Seputeh there..~~~ngam ngam wana go buy thing...then saw this super car,then just capture this picture...~~~"""F355 Spider"""nice izzit??after tat...the guy inside the car accelerate....the exshaust sound are loud and nice!!!although already goes far,but the sound i still can hear...damn nice~~~

2day morning goes to her sister shop there eat....!!!!when going vy gan joing lorrr!!!then reach ther...OMG!!!!!she was there!!!!^^hahaha.....but din talk with her also...cuz dad and my tang ge was here....keep curi-curi tengok her when me eating...hahaha!!!!but when me leave,cant say goodbye with her!!!!when me look back,she c other side....and also her sis...~~~~haiz....but atleast can c her jor.....!!!!!cuz long time din c her jor....~~~happy while abit sad....~~hmm...!!!!!

Going to sleep already lu....tmr work!!!!hmm....Gud Nite to her....Sweet Dream ya...~~~^^

~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!566days...~~22/3/2010......10:54PM

Wuuu....~~~~~~~~just only back frm work...damn tired....!!!!!

Haiz...already is 566day le....still very miss her....very very very very very very...miss her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...~~she is awesome.....girl....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!already long time for love her,and wait for her....!!!

Going to sleep already....~~~tmr work....for money...!!!

Gud Nite lor....!!!Sweet dream.....^^

haiz....564days....21/3/2010.......10:40PM

Skip blogging already few days..cuz tired and hang out with them...~~~

Wah...i meet her sis 2time in 2day~~~~friday go pm with nj ds joel and joel gal fren i thk...then when walking down to pm,then saw she sit inside the car~~~me also already shock cuz will meet she at there,then also forgot to say hihi~~then yesterday me hang out with them go pavilion,then watch movie~~then...pm~~~then...pool...then cc...then Dolphin...then mamak~~meet her sis at mamak around 3am!!!!and her leng zai boyfriend...~~~when v reach there,they already wanna back....~~~tat time i got say bye bye...hahaha..after eat then balik rumah lorr...reach home around 4am more,wah..dam tired...~~~~

Then wake up at 2pm..hahah~~~then online watch movie~~~DEATH RACE...wah~~such a good movie.....but haven finish watching,then my aunt call me,and ask me go for dinner...=.=''.....

Shit.......!!!NOOBY TV1.....2day swiss open finallll~~tan boon heong and koo kien kiat goes to final...but TV1 din have live!!!!!cant c!!!!home din have astro...~~sien..

Tmr wanna work louuu....!!

Haiz....miss her very much....~~dunno how is she recently....she got exam???sick??but hope she wont get any sick...and very happy all the day.......~~~~and work hard for her assignment....~+u+u+u+u.....miss you all the time....!!!!!!!!!

walauu~~~560days...17/3/2010....11:35PM

Shit..~~yesterday exercise too much....until muscle very pain now~~even turn my back also pain....sei lorrr...luckly still can work on 2day....~~2day gonna rest 1day for train myself.....~~~haiz...

Micheal Learns To Rock-You took my heart away....~~~nice song,although a little bit old...hahaha

Start leaarn how to play poker...hahaha~~but a little bit late....~~nvm...hahah

Tmr gonna work at beside got ferrari tat house...wuuu~~can c ferrari again,and alot of nice car nice house....wahhahaha

Gud Nite to her....~~~~!!!!miss you all the time.....!!

huh..work damn tired~~559 days....16/3/2010....11:30PM

Work damn tired arr...damn big house at damansara there..~~~have a big swimming pool there...~~~really damn tired....hand feel painnn...~aiks...

Save alot money cuz long time dint have out with them...~~hahaha.....


Really really really miss her.....~~haiz...!!!!!!!!!miss her badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...2day is the 559days......~~~~

Gud Nite to her......~~~~~~nice dreammm~~~~

Nice Ship...~~558days.....15/3/2010....11:13PM

2day work at near sunway there....~~~~and work in a nice ship...it tat nice??tat marble table down tat u noe how much is tat worth??RM7799.00~~damn expensive nia....

Damn hot inside there...cuz the aircond still reparing..~~

Haiz....how??should i go to learn car repair??tat is expensive.......haiz....how??what should i do??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!really hope when i sms her,she will reply me....and give me some advice...i really need she stay by me....confuse....

Going to sleepp le...

Good NIte to you...~~~~~:D...sweet dream...

WOw...congrate to Datuk LEe...558 DayS....15/3/2010.....1:40AM

Skip blogging for 2day jor....cuz 2day also hang out with botak....~~~back hm already tired,so skip jor....~~~~

Datuk Lee win the All England jor......!!!!!!hahaha...but the last ball seems like already out....~~~however,congrate to him...

After fever....then flu...~~~what the hell,hard to breathe~~~.....!!!!!!!!2day go midvalley for education fair....to find automotive college....finally find 1 tat i like...but nid almost 50k...haiz....~~mayb nid to study then work lerr....~~~tat college near kajang oni,quite near my home also.....~~~hard to make decision...

HAiz....wanna sleep already....~~

Gud Nite to you...Swet dream ya...~

WTF!!!so exciting!!!!!!!554 days....11/3/2010.....11:20PM

Ding....sick already~~~fever....long time tak ada sakit jor....!!!!head damn pain nia....!!!

Whua...just now fetch my tang ge go out....i let he drive..ngam ngam kena raod block at tun razak there....~~then my tang ge nothing to do,try to escape....=.=''....luckly the polis din chase us...hahaha....~~very chi gek lorr....1st time escape the road block..hahhaha....

Haiz..my aunt keep ask me continue to study...but i really dun wan,me wanna work.....but how??haiz...now hlp my dad work 1st ba...dun thk other thing 1st.....but..got 1 thing is tat i cant dun thk...    IS HER.....hahahaha....

Very miss her....arrr!!!!!!!!!!but cant do anything also....haiz...keeeppp miss her everyday...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!2day is 554 days tat she leave me......

Wananaananana sleep lu....eat jor ubat....!!!gud nite bro...

Gud Nite to u....^^.....sweet dream.....

whua....nice car at next to me work tat house...~~~553days...10/3/2010...9:25PM

Nice Ferrari F430....just beside the house tat i work.so take tat picture...damn nice car!!!!!nice number plat~~WQR 1....

Tis is the me work tat home owner de car....nice mercerdes benz!!forgot the munber plate already....~~~

 And...this is the house swimiing poollll...nice leh......rich ppl~~~tis house at SUngai Buloh thre...Sierramas...~~~

Whua...this is the house bhind me work tat home...Damn big nia!!!!got fourth floor lehh.....~~big big house....~~

Work super tired....big house,big floorr..alot of parquet...~~damn hot also....

Yesterday too tired jor,sleep early....then din write blog..hahaha

Haizzz..miss herrrr....miss her........2day is the 553 days since me break down with her..miss her alot... i always will love you and thats why i am willing to wait for u....!!!!!keep waiting....~~~~~

Going to sleep soon...work tired..............................................

Gud Nitezzz.....to her....~~~~~~nice dream lurr....:)

DAMN iT!!!!551day....8/3/2010....10:15PM

锦衣卫=紧依偎,紧紧的依偎???quite nice huh....!!!!!

2day just hang out with hk,sy and kc...teman hk go renew ic..then go ts watch movie~~wolfman....abit boring...but still ok for me lar....after movie,then balik rumah jor....sien....has been long time din hang out with kc...he belanja 3of us makan lehh...at food&tea....and kc pay the bill with his mastercard,wakakakaka....RM54 only..for 4 ppl lar...we wanna give back he money de,but he say belanja us...guud fren lehh...hahaha...

Nothing to do....missing her....

Cant sleep at last nite...sleep at almost 5am...keep c picture...haiz!!!!really miss back the time me and her...c the pic everynite...miss her every nite...every single minute and second...!!!but...how??she will never know tat i'm still love her...haiz...keep haiz...nothing else tat i can do except wait...keep waiting for her...wait and wait and wait....no matter how long should i wait..i'll keep waiting for you come back to me....haiz...551day live without her....really hard....!!!!



Tmr exam luu rite???+u+u..add oil add oil....gambateh...kah yao...berusaha...work hard...~~lol...i thk i going insane soon...~.~"....sleep early for ur tmr exam lorr...~~

GUD nite lurr.....

Stupid Wimax.....8/3/2010...12:35AM

Nia mehh aa.....yesterday nite dunno y cant connect..!!!make me skip jor 1day de blog...!!!


Yesterday dinner with my aunt family also my family....at serdang sana~~~i saw 1 family treat their maid like shit....!!!!!damn fuk them....they let their maid stand beside their table and watch them eat...!!!!!walau...me damn du lan they lor...!!!!they just give she little bit money,then ask them do the work tat they dun want to do,but treat them like shit!!!!!FUk.....shame on u!!!!!u make chinese shame!!!!!!!!FUK U!!!!!!me really wan took tat pic and post to facebook lor!!!!but my tang jie stopped me...so i dint do tat...very angry lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!arrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...~~.............my future arr....how how howw???niddd some idea.....

Really really miss her....miss her vy much a...what can i do to reduse i miss her de feel???haiz....miss her extremely.......!!!!!!!!!

Gud nite ba....~~~~~~

Stupid Wimax.....8/3/2010...12:35AM

Nia mehh aa.....yesterday nite dunno y cant connect..!!!make me skip jor 1day de blog...!!!


Yesterday dinner with my aunt family also my family....at serdang sana~~~i saw 1 family treat their maid like shit....!!!!!damn fuk them....they let their maid stand beside their table and watch them eat...!!!!!walau...me damn du lan they lor...!!!!they just give she little bit money,then ask them do the work tat they dun want to do,but treat them like shit!!!!!FUk.....shame on u!!!!!u make chinese shame!!!!!!!!FUK U!!!!!!me really wan took tat pic and post to facebook lor!!!!but my tang jie stopped me...so i dint do tat...very angry lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!arrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...~~.............my future arr....how how howw???niddd some idea.....

Really really miss her....miss her vy much a...what can i do to reduse i miss her de feel???haiz....miss her extremely.......!!!!!!!!!

Gud nite ba....~~~~~~

Normal life.......~~~~~6/3/2010....1:00AM

Wake up....go work...finish work back home...dinner...watch tv...online...sleep.....what a normal life tat me have...~really abit boring....but can save money.....~~~since they back johor on tues still 2day,i have no use rm1 also...~~~!!!!save money!!!!!..

Haiz....really worry about my future life.....dunno how to hav a good work~~haiz...my aunt wan me continue study~~~but i scare tat i cant study as well...and waste the money....and my family also not vy rich...if me study nid use alot of money....i dun wan c my dad work so hard anymore just for me to study,and me make him dissapoint....i thk i really wanna choose to quit frm study...GIVE UP...hope my fren can keep study as well as they can....+u+u+u.....Especially for her.... ~~haizzzz....whats going on??damn bad mood now..haizz....

Miss her very much....very very very very very very very very MUCH a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUD nite brorooooooo~~~~~

Gud nite to u also...tmr din hav class rite??sweet dream.....XD

Start hlp my dad work 2day....4/3.2010....11:13PM

Quite tired nia...has been a long time din feel the smell of the parquet~~~~2day work forgot bring my tuala nia,keep hisap the habuk,nose not feeling well now...~~~

Haiz...~~~~me also dunno me haiz wat liao...

Going to offline now...~~

Gud nite bro......~~~~~~~

Still study-ing ba u........however,GUD Nite to u also...~~sweet dreammm~~

feeling lonely....~~~3/3/2010....11:50PM...

Haiz....boring,sien+lonely+sad.....!!!!!sleep at almost 5am....~~wake up at 1:30pm...!!!haiz...boring...nothing to do when i'm in home...

Then go jogging at around 4pm~~~5pm more come back home...very tired....!!!sad...when i jogging,the wind come over my face,feel like the wind bring away unhappy thing....~~~~but the happy thing keep stay by me.....~~~~

Tmr start hlp my father work...gonna work hard and save money for buy car!!!!!!hahaha....must save money ler....at the same time,also nid thk wat work should me find....~~~~

2day evening chat with her...so happy~~~hahaha...very happy niaaa!!!very niaaa!!!!!hope she really can manage her time and study well....and get good result lor....^^

Tat's all for 2day...~~~c ya......

Gud nite bro...

GUD Nite to eu....~~sweet dream...haha

they are already back to johor.......3/3/2010....1:25am

2dy around 2pm me and kah weng send both of them go puduraya to take bus...~~~haiz....look at they walk go inside the puduraya..heart feeling sad...they are my best fren....~~~after tat,kah weng was send me back home....''''''

At nite....i trying not to be alone stay at home,cuz i'll thk many thing...~~~so i follow my dad go my aunt house...~~but after v back home,i was feeling no mood...!!!!back to my room and hear song...~~thn my brain start to thk alot of thng...like the time tat me hang out with both of them...haiz...finally,my tears was drop down...i was a guy tat easly get touch and cry,tat does't not means i like a gal.....i just feel cry not for gal only,also for boy...but my tears only for the ppl most important for me...~~~still remember,i had been cry for 2time...not included when i result not gud,thn my dad beat me la....~~1time is when my fon has been taken by a fuker,the time i still with jaynee..i afraid tat guy will go to find her,cuz my fon have her de picture...tat time,i was call her and tell her...and i was cry for her...~~~2nd time is....me and she was break already,thn cry in da sch hall...then back to home,din come out for a day....everynite i also cry,i thk for almost 1week i cry...~~~3rd time...just now...thk too much of the time tat me hang out with them,thn also cry....~~

The gal tat i care the most.....and the bro i care the most....~~~i thk tat is worth for the tears tat i drop.....miss them badly....badly miss them...haiz....

Hope tat u 2 can come back as early as you can....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE.....~~~~~~~~~hope tat you can be with me again..................................!!!!!!i'll keep waiting for u...haiz...me really thk too much ler....

Now i still cant fall in sleep...dunno wat to do....useless guy.....stupid....haiz....

They have their future....where is mine???i dunno...sum1 hlp me figure it out???

MIss you miss you miss you....miss you miss you miss you....miss you miss you miss you miss you.....
Miss wong miss wong miss wong miss wong miss wong.....haiz..

tat's all for 2day.....~~~~2day cant sleep ba....
GUd nite for tai yung and sin choong...hope can sleep at there....~

Gud Nite you her.....~sweet dream....!!!!!!! 

haiz...!!!!!!!!!super no mood!!!!!!!!!!2/3/2010...2:42am....

Tai yung....sin choong....going to leave me soon....they will back johor on tis morning....i really hope tat i can fetch them to puduraya for take bus~~but dunno my dad will lend me car anot...after tis,have no ppl play with me...go pasar malam with me...hang out with me...play badminton with me...cui sui with me~~~!!!!play snooker and pool with me anymore!!!!!!!both of them are my best best fren...~~~i had a grreat life when i hang out with them.....dunno when oni they will come back....~~~and visit me tis old brother...i must be biasa to be alone start frm now...without them,my life are bcum worst...

Lol....tears almost come out frm my eye....haiz....~~sin choong...tai yung...i would like to say sorry at here to both of u...maybe i have been do or say anything hurt both of you~~i apologize....SORRY... could you please forgive me???i will keep this frriendship forever...2day play badminton with them....10-12am...had a great game....there will be the last game tat v play...

Afternoon...hang out with thm and also jaynee...go kfc for tai yung and jaynee lunch~~after tat went to giant there play pool...haizz...thres has no more ppl play with me....haiz...although they haven leave,i already miss them...very much....~~i was appreciete tat the happy life given by them...!!!!!love both of you....remember call me when you was free....~~~and also work hard get money to buy ur own car...hahaha...i also will work hard de...

NIE JET....he also going to leave me....he will change to live at subang there....cant hang out with he anymore....fight with he,pm,play badminton,gap lui,snooker,pool and da gei....haiz...y all of you have to leave at the same time....tat's hurt for me....mayb u all won't feel anything...but i will...~~~

I know he when i was form2....after tat v play badminton 2gather,hang out....bcum bro....~~he quite funny...and like to gap lui...tat's he...hahaha~~~no mood smile anymore....mood getting down....

And the most important....her~~after when they are not here....i have no reason to ask her go out...just go out with me??impossible la....although v break already,but i still miss her all the time...!!!!thking wat is she doing wat now....her exam result how...her health...and all about her........she is the gal tat i love the most...not include my mum lar...~~missing her already bcum apart of my life....do it every single day and single minute...~~i will never curi tulang to miss her...

Her mood can control my mood also...when she is sad,i will turn no mood...~~once she fell hapi,i will more 10x happy thn her....when she is facing problem,i hope tat she will thk about me...i'm the guy tat always stay by ur side,and ready to hear ur problem...~~~also for the happy thing tat u fell...

Haiz....this fell will never get down until me die...i sware...!!i will just only love you...just only you can make me sacrifice myself to do anything for you....~~EVERYnite b4 i get into sleepp...i will look at the picture....talk to myself,y...y...y...y...y...y...~~haiz....feeling stupid...idiot!!!!!!her already not love me,y i stilll like tat...i had try to forgot her....but i was failed...her name just like carve into my brain,my heart....full of my mind...cant be forgot....!!!!!!!!!!so i decide to keep waiting for you..to come back to me....i still love you....miss you....

Sin Choong...Tai Yung....~~~c you...dun try to forget me.....!!!!!i miss you...spend 1hour to write this blog...~~good.....!!!!!

Jaynee....you also..takecare yourself....~~~and gud luck for your exam...+u+u+u......~~~

And also.....gud nite....sweet dream....~~~~

haiz....1/3/2010......2:28am

Hve no mood to write....~~~skip 1day........

Haiz...28/2/2010......2:30AM

SIN CHOONG.....my best fren...v know each other frm v are 5 until now~~~tadika year 1 and 2 also same classs....until tat v goes to primary skul...standard 1 v are still same class..~~until tat standard 6.........thn secondary skull~~v not same class anymore....but v are still the best fren ever....still remember he often ask me lend he money,but not a big amount also...just 50sen,20sen,RM1....i have also ask him lend me,hahaha....until standard 6...."big ear hole"....but v din ask each other to return the money also...cuz v are not care~~~~until now v was 19....he is still is my best fren...^^

TAI YUNG.....in my mind~~~i thk i know him is standard 2/3...he is short,have a white skin...like a gal,hahaha....me and he not often have conversation...we are same class until standard 6....until form2,thn v bcum more fren....play badminton 2gather,ponteng class 2gather although v are not same class...ponteng,thn kena ''fit si fat'' by MR.John....hahaha~~this is the thing tat i never forgot...

BUt..on monday....everthing will be changed...~~~both of them will back to johor....and just leave me at kl....they will work at there...and i'll will stay at kl and work at here......haiz....

I surely will miss them alot....i sure.....~~~

Haiz.....and also her.....i sware,i will won't get forgot about her.....i know her when i was form3....she comes to connaught when she was 14,form2...thn luckly,i was same classs with her at form3...and luckly in the class she sit same row with me.....!!!!and most luckly,i fall in love with her....JING YI....~~~~i'l never regret to love her,although she leave me.....when i saw her on my 1st sight,i felt tat she was special....very special....dunnno how to describe~~SPECIAL...once i get her fon number,i try to sms and chat with her....after tat call her...until my fon credit habis,cuz i'm DG user,she is MAXIS user...rm0.15 per msg,quite exp...~~~fon no money,thn use hse fon to call her when my family didnt at home...when the bill comes,thn me kena....hahaha,but i'm felt happy....cuz can chat wit her...she will tell me when she was in problem,sad,happy....just everthing about her....and so i...~~~i was fall in love with her slowly.....and cant stopped myself.....~~~until end of 2007...finally i ask she to be my girlfriend.....and she was agree....i'm so happy on tat day....NOVEMBER 15th...cuz already over 12am,so tat day is 15th....i'm never forgot tat day......love her.....~~~~~~

To Be Continued.............going to sleep now,hahahahaha~~~~~~nite...

Sweet Dream to eu......^^miss you...

wow..~~27/02/2010............2:30AM

Wow....2day morming just play badminton with thm~~~i thk i was play well>...hahaha...but now muscle quite pain.....~~~but my smash quite good now and more power...hahaha...but,there has no more time to let me spend my time to play badminton with my bro...haiz....

Hrm....tmr will hang out with them again....~~~~feeling happy.....!!!!hahahahaha....dun thk too mucchhhh~~~~be happy....everything will be fine.......~~

GOing to sleeep ady...Gud Nite to Eu...~~~Sweet sswettt dream......^^

bla bla bla bla....26/2/2010.......2AM

Boring day......~~~izzit hav problem me hlp my bro??

Just oni fetch my bro go visit his grandmother,then wait awhile u shoot me??cant you wait for a while??hey...visit his grandmother also  have problem ???............damn it...

HAizzz........hope saturday really can hang out with her...but not just me and her...still have another people.....~~~~i miss you.....

Finally post all the picture to the facebook~~but damn slow when uploading....boring....but now finish ady.....!!!!!!!!how are youu...??quite good ma???

REally wanna know everything about her.....what did she eat,wear and also do...haiz....!!!!!!

MIss you.....GOODnite...

Haiz....25/2/2010....1:25AM

Is it our gang will be disband soon??haiz....study,work~~all have their plan,and have their own road also future....~~where is mine then??haiz....dissapointed....hope they study good as well.....also work good as well,have a brigther future....!!!!!!^_^....exspecially to her...~~~~~

Haiz...missing you all the time,do you know??

Haiz...going sleep soon...Gud  Nite.....miss YOu~~~~~~~~~~

yea~~finally my hoem can online jor....make payment liao~~23/2/2010....1:10PM

Has been a long time dint write blog jor.....~~

Last saturday hang out with my pal...and jaynee,lai ying also....haiz,dunno when we can hang out 2gatheerr again...some of them going back johor,back kampar continue study,change to stay at near their campus there...hard to gather already...i really miss them alot...exspecially her...dunno when me can meet her again...~~tat's y saturday when i take alot of her de picture...really really miss her....

In my mind....she is the just only 1 tat i love....!!not just in my mind,also in my hole life...i thk just only she will stay in my miiiind forever...in my life,just only she....no other~~really hope tat she will come back to me....i cant love another gal except her....she really just the gal tat i love...Once i c her,i relize tat i still very very very very love her....although she does not love me anymore...~~haiz.....

Haiz..work are dam tired~~

Shit,hm cnt 0n9 a..use f0n 0n9 to write tis blog~~wah..2day work kena shoot nia,dua kali tim...boss sho0t me~~haiz,who ask me do wrg thg leh,bt sho0t jor jiu suan la...nex time must work harder and carefully jor""

Haiz..vy miss you are,has been a long time din c u jor,reali reali miss u wo...what can i do leh??hav you miss me also??
Cny is cuming jor...work is bcum m0re susah,many and make me feel extremely tired

Haiz,wan sleep already lu..

Miss u!!Gud nite loR...

hahaah~~finally 2day saw her already!!!!!!!01:00AM....26/01/2010

Hahaha....damn happy,can c her.....~~~now she also got online lehh...but dun wan disturb she la,tmr she got exam...let she concentrate study~~~hope you get great result lorrr^^

Whua...work still damn tired...~~boss ask me do alot of thing.....make me cant breathe....susah betul~~but i'll do as well as i can.......!!!!!!!!!cuz i'm working.....not playing.................

YEA!!!!......~~~~the thing was everyday that i thk finally comes true.....in my dream=.=''...!!!WTF!!!!!!!!!!haiz....i dream i be with her again,but tat is in my dream!!!!!!!i really hope tat i will never wake up.....!!!!i dun1 wake up a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i really hope can be with u again....u noe ma???

HAizzz....

Just back frm USJ.....bring ppl come back cheras~~~1st time drive TOYOTA VIOS....damn power.....speed until 130km/h......1st time...hahaha~~but almost crash on tat taxi...tat taxi frm second lane thn change to 3rd lane and din mention tat i'm there..luckly me hon tat driver..thn i oni din kiss tat taxi de ass....after tat slow down the speed jor....scare scare jor.................................

Now feeling very tired jor......wanna sleep lu......at last,tmr also cant c her....cuz she have class at 8am...thn ty say 8am oni go take bus....haiz...........nvm....cuz i noe tat i will always miss you....~~~still have chance de...

GUd LucK to you for ur Exam on tmr...+u+u+u~~~~!!!!!i'll support u all the time......~~~although u dunnoo.........dun study still so late lar....GUD nite....SuGar DreaM...~~`hope can dream with you again...

wtf...???....................23/1/2010.....11:09PM

whua........so happy~~~yesterday nite chat with she....hahaha,has been long time din chat with her liao...really really happy.......yesterday nite have a sweet sweet dream nia.....u noe wat i dream of??hahaha...i dreaming about her....i saw she be with me again,and she was catch my hand.....!!!!!!tat was a sweet dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!but......my bro was wake me up!!!shit!!!just a dream....haiz....really hope you will come back to me.....i'm serious....i really hope tat you can come back to my side......!!!!

Tmr will go there for have breakfast b4 go work!!!!hope you really there lor...really hope can c you everyday...!!!!!!!!!!!!!very very miss you..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz....wat can i do??just can c you picture....at nite....sumtime thk about tat,tears still also will drop down....cant control myself............

Hmm........hope tat u will happy everyday.......miss you...

GUd Nite........~~~~Sweet Sweet dream yaa..waiting for tmr to meeet you......

tired tired tired aa.....~~~~haiz.....22/1/2010

WOrk are bcum more tired liao......~~~sei lorrr.....hui wen said 1of us will go leisure mall there work lehh....die lorrrr........................................~~~~hope not is not me....!!!!!

Whooo.....me and joel ntg jor~~now just left he oni......dunno he du lan wat also~~~~~~~~~~~~

TMR saturday aaaa..............will she hlp her sis at there???go there on tmr c c....

MISs youuu................going to sleep lu...~~good nite lorr.......dream you.....xD

WTF....?!!!!!!21/1/2010

Hey.....why are you showing ur black face to me and ty???have v make you angry???!!!!!!!!WTF u......
Keep showing us ur black face....??me and he dunno wat happen also.....lol,wan us to guess why are you angry a??v are not tat free....u are so kecil hati la......!!!!!!!!!!!damn you........really du lan u already although u are my bro...

Work damn tired lehh......but still can tahan,and must tahan also~~~haizzz................hard to work~~damn many work for me.....

AHRRRR.....hope you do really be my side....!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!miss you...really miss you.....miss you very much a!!!!!!!!!!!!i'll keeep waiting you.............never give up..!!!!!!i love uuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOing to sleep now......gud nite~~~sugar dream worrrr.....

HAizz......19/1/2010.....11:09PM

Haiz!!!!!cant c her on this morning!!!!very disappointed aa!!!!!!!haizzz....hope can c her nex time~~~!!!!!

WTF!!!!!back frm work thn go bath,after bath feel like fever nia!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!shit.....how to work on tmr???if she was here....thank god,me sure will auto recover 1....!!!!!haiz...but impossible lar bodoh~~~~when i oni can meet here again....??!!!!!!!!!!me very miss you a.aa..a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a..aa.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.a.!!!!!!!!!miss you extremely!!!!!haiz....but no use also~~~~~

WOrk damn tired nia!!keep bengkok my back bone,thn now pain pain jor...~~~~ohhh shit.....thy start work at leisuremall thn v sure die liao,less 2ppl help us...haiz~~but have to tahan also........keep going  tan Vtheng.....

Whoopsss....find dou new song~~~~~got new song hear jor.........

GOing to sleep now........................................go dream there find her,hahahah!!!!!lol....crazy jor....~~~~gud nite lor....~~~miss youuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaah!!!happy!!!!!!12:25AM.....19/1/2010

WHua....nice caake rite???chooosen by me....hahaha....her birthday cake...!!!!!!!!!damn happy 2day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cant sleepp lorrr...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg......hahahaha

Hrm.....did you feel happy 2day...???c u happy,me also happy jorrr.......like tat enuf ady...

hahaha....but me xiang tamak abit!!!!!!!

Wahahahaha....tmr work sure gila jor,cuz too happy ad...hope every her bday i also can celebrate with her!!!!!!happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy!!!!!!wuuuhoooo!!!!!!!

Whuaaa....really insane jor!!!!!!!~.~''.....~~~oh godd....HAppy BIrthday lorrr!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck for your coming exam!!!!get good result worrr...pproove thy tat u also can study geh.....add oil add oil add oil!!!!!!!!+u+u+u+u+u+u.....

Tak payah tidur lor hari ini.....~~~~~yoyoyyo...nonononon....gogogogoggo...yea yea yea yea....yayayaya....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hohohohoh.......tats all for 2nite lor.....so!!!!2day dammmm happyz!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

.HAppy BIrthday to u again!!!!!!!

MIss uuuu......and....StiLL love u all the time....~~~~~

Gud nite 2 eu...sugar dream~~~^^......hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha