634days.....3:45am....30/5/2010...

Haiz...cant sleepp...~~just now oni have chat with she...quite happy....~~cuz really long time din chat with she already.......but me really really miss her.....i have no lie..~~until now...im still very love her...i swear...!!!!!i really do...


Haiz...is already 634days lorr...~~i'm still waiting....waiting...waiting...waiting and waiting....~~~~


Cant sleepppppp....all over the nite.....

 

631days....~~9:10PM........27/5/2010

Fuk......i dunwan work with them anymore!!!!!!work......then fight???wtf.....hey...when u talk sound can good abit??dun just start then diu nia ma,mahai can????haiz.....i really dun like argue...i really hate!!!!!!tis is the last month tat i work with them~~me pull them and ask thm dun fight,then me eat 2punch....wtf.....i was damn fuk angry......and shout to themm....!!!!!can both of you can be good?1 work not serious....the other saying saound like shit...always diu nia ma diu nia ma....damn fuk thm~~really disspointed........really really..........


Im damn down now....how come my dad will like tis?????is he my dad...???haiz...i duo what should i do!!!!!

j... ....~~~i really need you.....i really really need.........haiz.....i really feel helpless...meaning less in my life........haiz...suicide.......???

627days....~~~23/5/2010.....9:45PM

Haiz....i is already decide wanna be a salesman.....y u all still wan me work as cashier while finding salesman this work....?!!!!!!i feel ........!!!!!!!!!i noe u all just good for me...but i is already feel annoying!!!!!!!can you please stop forcing me???i know what should i do......please.......stop this those thing....please....keep say me scare face with other ppl,said me not dare talk with ppl.....u are my dad,but how many u know about me???u just noe work!!!!!!!stop!!!!!!!u don't know me at all!!!!!!!!u said v din tell u what we think...but do u free to hear what we say???the style tat u talk...seems like not syok....how do we talk with u??can u please change???sometime i really cant tahan u....haiz....i felt tired...for what u say to me just now...!!!!!


And u then???just know keep argue with ur wife.....just for small thing,then argue....argue...argue...argue...argue.....!!!!!!!please stop la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!eat at the same table...no conversation at all..........haiz....


I need somebody can share my problem with.....haiz..i nid she....just only she......only she....she.....!!!!!

627days....~~~~~~~23/5/2010....3PM

Is already 627days...a long long time...~~~~really miss her....just now drive go her shop there find she,c whether she is there or not....ohh,i really saw she was there...and her sis.........very happy tat i can c her....~~~really really miss her...tats makes me go find her...but just only c her,i is already enuf.....


Haiz...my family.....alot of problem.......i dunno what should i do,and should i do anything???i'm confuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I must gonna work hard for my future....i is already decide to work as a salesaman...!!!!!i must!!!!!i swear!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna have a better life for my self and my family!!!!!!also for me future life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wan!!!!!

623days...~~~11pm.....19/5/2010....

Work....damn tired...leg pain nia!!!!!cause play badminton....yesterday play,then 2day play again...~~~gila jor....~~~then make my shoe rosak.....

My shoeeee....!!!!!!!!!

I saw this super car when i going to buy lunch when working.....niceeee....Carrera 4S!!!!

After tat saw this nice motor  near the house tat i work...~~like it very much!!!!!!!

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Haiz...few day din find her lorr~~~really miss her.....!!!!!!!!!what can i do????????sms herrr????or dun wan?????!!!!!!!!!623days.......haiz...

Cant fall as sleep....really beh tahan nia!!!!!!

620days...~~621days....12:13AM....17/5/2010

2day is 620days already...but atfer 12am is already 621days le.....~~long long long time already...~~~~still waiting for her.....!!!!2day b4 go play badminton,go she there eat !!!then she was there....~~hahaha....quite happy can c her...~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow....i was play very well 2day.....i have great defends,attack and speed......i'm still very good....win sc 1game,jian yao 1game,but lose to zian lim...he is too strong....he speed fast,attack fast.....~~
but double me partner sc win zian lim and jian yao...hahah~~but v play rubber game.....after tat v play again..then me and sc straight 2game win they...!!!woowowowowwowowowo!!!!!!happy...ahahahaha

Wow..is already 12am jor.....May 17..Mr loke Bday....bro,happy birthday...~~~may ur wish comes true....~~~!!!

Hope everything will be fine......and ok...going to sleep soon....good night...and swweeet drreeeams.....^^
 

619days...~~~~15/5/2010.....12:15AM

OMFG!!!!!!!!my hairrrr!!!!!!!!!so ugly!!!!!!really regret give tat gal help me cut!!!!agrhhh!!!!!!last time tat gal hlp hk cut,also cut still vy short....now same as me!!!!!!!!

Yesterday play single with nie jet...yeah,i was win the game...hahaha...i'm still the best among of them..hahah....!!!!!after tat......go botak home bath.....~~then have dinner at Coffee & tea there....and she was there....hhaha~~~she wanna treats us drink 1...but me din accept,cuz they are doing bussiness what...how can easily treat ppl lehh...how then earn back those money then???so i decide to pay...hahaha.....cuz they have to earn money ma.....~~~rite???

After tat v go cinema...wat kidnapper....~~omg...tat movie makes me feel pening and like wana vomit....bet tahan.......camera keep shake and change so fast...~~but the movie still ok lor.....~~~

AFTER movie!!!!!wow....chee wah and hk birthday............celebrate his bday at gilly cafe....~~with a fruit cake...we celebrate hk bday early cuz other of them start skul at mon,so celebrate early.....hope hk wont mind...~~

Misss her.....~~~~~~tmr goonnaa work.....maybe night gonna work also...~~~~~work at office...~~

617days...~1:30am.....13/5/2010

WOw great...~~m'sia was beat Denmark and  goes to semi final...~~congrate....hahaha~~~is a great day for m'sia

Haiz...but me.....2day is a bad day....althought now just only around 1am....haiz.....noe sumthing worst...haiz...not happy!!!moody!!!sad-ing!!!!!!!!!!!Arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz....no use also.....she will not attend.....

lol....yesterday cough if alredy recover...then now come again.....~~~~ckit pening now after take the medicine....~~and 1tablet of an mian yao...~~gosh....feel a little bit sleepy jor...trying to tahan and dun sleep...haha....~~~hmm...but now eye seems like wanna close ady.....tat ubat really strong...~~rm7 per table....~~lol....i'm i crazy???

Just back frm pm....~damn many ppl and hotttt!!!!!!!!unfeeling wellll....~~after tat go giant play snooker....i get 64point,haha...playing snooker while watching m'sia fight denmark...hahaha...finally m'sia win denmark!!!!!!

Tmr play badminton with my bro.....tmr must play well,and win nie jet!!!!!!!!!!must must must must must win!!!!!!!watch thomas cup and already learn sum new skill...tmr try to use...hahaha....and c whether me smash got power got increase anot...cuz pumping everynite b4 sleeep...

Tats all...hahaha....

still 613days.....~~~~~10:15PM............9/5/2010....

WOw....thomas cup and Uber CUp is already started...~~hope m'sia can get back those cup....~~~~


PLanning go play badminton 2gather!!!!haiz...but there's are alot of problem.............sum of them are not free,sum of them have class...oh gosh...~~haiz,really hope tat v can play badminton 2gather...~~ 



2day is Mother's Day...no celebration....do nothing at home..........just stay at home....talk nothing.....just like normal day.......cloven family...haiz.....nvm,i is already biasa.....about they....keep argue everyday...after theyy was nothing,after few day then gaduh again.....i'm boring with them...really hope i can leaveee here..........haiz...disappointed....haiz....will they stop argue someday???i hope so....


i was still very miss her...there's the problem........i dunno what should i have to do......i'm really confuse....i just noe i wanna wait for her.....!!!!!!haiz....did she miss me????


Men should put down his pride for money and his carrer??i'l do so for this....i will..............!!! 


Cough.....cough cough cough......like old man....oh shit....~~still cough like tat......sei...!!!!!after take medecine can oni sleep well......but automatic wake up at midnite.....haiz.....dunno what happen on my health....always cant sleep......somemore wake up in midnight,sure fell very thirsty....get cancer ady???haiz.....let it be....


Good Nite to you....Sweet Dream ya...tmr have class.....

613days....~~~9/5/2010....12:15AM

Wow...~~!!!i'm a painting man 2day.....act got work today,but when v move up all the mesin to lorry,suddendly tat house owner tell us tat he was not free on 2day,so ask us come at nex time....then....~~me hlp my uncle paint his house...cuz under renovation,he own paint his hm....somemore v has no work,so he ask us to hlp he...my dad and his son also....~~~my arm and hand was totally pain,cuz hold the brush all the time...tired...~~~and....put the simen at my uncle car park bay there....sun was hot!!!!!i felt my skin are geetttting dark!!!OMGG!!!sei lor.....~~~

Haiz....really miss her....!!!!!howwww!!!sum1 can hlp me....??she addicted on facebook,me addicted on her!!!!!haiz.....always miss back the days tat we are still 2gather.....~~~~really miss....extremely miss....did she same as me?????haiz....just she and god's oni know.....~~~~613dayss....really long days.....

TMR is Mother's Day......lol,realy meaningless for me....seems like no mother...~~~but luckly she said tat ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''...............<<<

MISSSSS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!makes me insomnia................an mian yao is too exp,cant efford.....rm7 per tablet lehh.........just eat few time.....after eat,wow....really can sleep well.....hmm.............just oni have medicine....~~~~still cough.....till lung pain...~~~suffer.....sleep early,but wake up at midnite..cant sleep again then...haiz....suffering....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Going to off now....~~~good Nite to you~~~sweet dream ya...^^

611days....6:41PM.......7/5/2010...

ohh gosh....i'm totally lovve tis song....!!!!

Yesterday hang out with them....go 1U sing k....~~~lol....i was very ejoy tat hear she singing....i noe she has a preety voice...~~~hahaha....nowadays,i was still very love her...after v finish sing k,then i was drive lai ying car back to taman muda for dinner with niejet them...when i was driving,i was watching the back mirrow and looking at her..maybe me is already insane ba....but i know tat i'm normal....me really has been a long time dint see her,just wanna look at her face carefully c whether she have any change anot...~~~she really changed.....wear shirt bcome more more more more more mature...no matter how she change,i'll still love her very much.....~~~really happy cuz can hang out with her....although me and she have not much conversation,but me still felt happy....~~hahaha.....tat's meeeeeeee!!!!!!

BOTAK!!!happy birthday!!!!!!!hahaha....happy cuz have tis great bro....!!!he bring us alot of fun..hahah....thx...

lol....just now work like "wai lao"......work under the rain.....cuz my uncle home was under renovation,finish work then my dad go and hlp them....then suddendly RAIN...but those work haven finish,then work under the rain...lol,me still sick ehhh.......cough!!!!long time jor!!!!!!
Take the simen,batu....lol,damn tired....but the feel quite good...haha..

Love her...miss her...missing her...thinking about her...all the timee,minute,second,day,year.....century....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!rally hope tat she can come back to me soon........................i'l wait for the day....i'l keep waiting for her....I'll !!!!!!!i swear!!!!i promise..!!!!!!!!!!

608days....~~~shit!!!....... 3/5/2010.......1:23AM

I'm fully disappointed of YOU!!!!!!!youget not enough work,then after get salary noe just have less money....then just keep FUCK us,say us wasting ur money,me use all ur money....??Lol man...we use all ur money???hey,u should calculate how much u spend on those TOTO,MAGNUM...after tat oni blame us.....then when wanna pay sch bus fee,tuition fee...FCUK us again....can u be a little bit  normal??dun just get not enough money use,then take US for OPERATION!!!!!!i'm tired to facing u!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK UUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!there's no way to change he anymore.........NO WAY......really boring with u....i could not stand anymore!!!!!i wanna bleed it out!!!!!!arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz...~~~~u wanna noe how much i miss you?try to catch rain drops,the ones you catch is how much you miss me,and the other that you cant catch is how much I MISS YOU...

Still sick now....although is already have ubat....~~~still flu and cough....haiz.....really really miss her......!!!!!!!!what can i do????????????

606days....10PM.......2/5/2010...

Haiz...is the 606days......miss her always....~~~i very miss her...!!!!do you know?!!!!!!!haiz....

I'm still sick,dunno how long tat i sick.....cough+flu...haiz...suffer...~~~+ nite cnt sleep!!!!!!!really suffer.....tmr gonna work...haiz...

Then she is start skul at tmr lu...~~hope new sem,she will study more hard...get more more more great result.....~~~+u+u+u+u+u!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss you....

605days....still sickksss!!!!

DAMnnnn............is already sick many day jor,still haven recover!!!!!damn suffer....haiz..